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  • Life

    As I sit here with my son, who just missed his brother here not long ago, it dawns on me that they’ve been taking turns checking in. This whole time I’ve been down here, from the minute I got the call about my father’s passing, I contemplated how I could make it right for my…

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  • Cold Heart

    Standing over my father’s body, my palm encompassing his sternum, I tell him, “You sneaky fuck, you knew exactly what you were doing.” He had predicted his own death, knew it was on the way, and had been telling me every chance he had. What I didn’t grasp was that we were always alone, and…

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  • The Big Bang

    My Father died yesterday afternoon, after a violent attempt at resuscitation. After reading the code report, I understood that there was nothing anyone could have done to save him. When my mother asked me to write his obituary, I paused. I’ve written plenty about my father, and just last week, I pulled him into my…

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  • Dear Godmother

    I looked over the old family scrapbooks last night. I studied how the photos were cut into perfect circles, and the handwriting explaining them in detail was written in excitement. I felt my mother’s love pour out of those books, because that is how your sister made them. That’s the thing about us daughters, we…

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  • Mt. Mansfield

    On July 11, 2025, I called out of work. Not because I was sick, but because I was insane, so I got up and started driving. I headed north. It wasn’t just a draw of the soul leading me there; it was instinct. “Welcome to Vermont,” read the sign. I felt my spirit lighten. Unbeknownst…

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  • Sacrifice

    The tooth in the back of my mouth is dead. I knew it when the Endodontist winced at the lack of pain I felt as he surged a frozen stick into my mouth. I had cracked it down the middle over time, in my sleep. In August, I moved to Vermont to get back on…

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  • Run

    Run as fast as you can Hold your glory Rewrite your plan Be who you want to be The journey is worth it Just ask me Clean off your mirror Look directly ahead Keep on growing Until the day you are dead

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  • The Nerve

    It’s been some time since pain has brought me to tears. I must admit, while holding onto the throbbing left side of my face, it got me thinking: Where are my other exposed nerves? Here’s one. Like the shooting fire going across my cheek, the tension can sometimes be cut with a knife. I don’t…

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  • Run and Tell That

    Writer’s block, oh no Tik Tok Tik Tok She’d better write something soon Come hell or high water or High noon Stir your lies with a spoon She sat on your ego The day of your doom I did what I set out to do If you didn’t believe me Then that’s on you

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  • Conditional

    I wish I could tell her I made it this far Show her how I’ve healed all my scars I want her to see me in this new light The one where my future shines bright She’s who I wanted to be by my side So many years I struggled and tried Maybe my mother…

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