Here are nine improbable things:

1. A return to the way things were: some memories are more like distant nightmares
2. Worrying: about how everything will turn out, the universe has proven everything happens for a reason.
3. Changing my name: again, I’ve done it twice before
4. Apologizing: I right wrongs in ways that cannot be placed into words
5. Ignoring my intuition: it’s always steered me well when I’ve allowed it to take the wheel
6. Empathizing with those who’ve hurt me: it allows them to get close enough to hurt me again
7. Leaving my dreams in a box: nothing should be in a box
8. Lying: to myself or anyone else
9. Leaving: not a place or a person, but my soul. I’ll never leave me again…